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About four years ago, in the twilight hours of the night, I sat under the Northern California stars puffing on hand-rolled tobacco.
Technically, I quit all types of nicotine—snus, cigs, dip, even vape (oh yes, I vaped hard)—years before this moment. But on rare occasions, in certain revered spaces, I allow myself a smoke, es…
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