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Haydn's avatar

Congratulations on the milestone. Thanks for writing. It’s a great tale of living all of life as ceremony.

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Alex Olshonsky's avatar

Life as ceremony :)

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Lasse Järvensivu's avatar

Beautiful design on the tattoo!

Well written story!

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Alex Olshonsky's avatar

thank you, Lasse!

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Nicola T's avatar

Thank you for sharing this story!

Have you read The Last of the Just by André Schwarz-Bart? It really cuts to the deeply mystical grain of Jewish identity and the embodied grief of Jewish heritage.

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Alex Olshonsky's avatar

I haven't heard of it, but if you rec it, I'm all over it!

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Gina Brown's avatar

Congratulations on 7 years! There was a time when I couldn't get a day clean. I get it!

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Alex Olshonsky's avatar

Me too, Gina, relapsed more times than I can count, ha. Glad you're with me and thank you!

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Barbara Schwartzbach's avatar

Alex,

You have a gift for writing ✍️ your story. The threads of your history, experiences all weave a compelling personal narrative. ❤️🙏❤️

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Alex Olshonsky's avatar

Deep bow, Barbara

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Jodi Caroline Rae's avatar

‘Poetisch’ Alex. 7 Years. 💫

“At the core of severe addiction lies profound shame. It feels like your body, your personhood, is possessed of a fundamental wrongness.”

This line stung. Mirrors are hard right now.

I continue to learn from your wise vulnerability and openness to grow.

Jodi

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Alex Olshonsky's avatar

Aw, thank you so much Jodi, this is really really nice to receive today <3

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Aidan Shelton's avatar

Great read. I was raised Mormon, and their stance on tattoos is very similar. My dad once told me if I ever came home with ink he would remove it with a belt sander... I am happy you were able to find meaning in your trip and get a cool memento out of the journey. Post a photo of the new tat!

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Alex Olshonsky's avatar

A belt sander! Good lawd. Hahaha. Thank you so much Aidan. And I actually just posted it: https://www.instagram.com/p/CvXpYEnABn2/?img_index=1

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